Sunday 10 April 2016

Shards of poetic glass



Her mirror showed her what she was- “Lama Puri”, an acclaimed poet of all times. Her mirror flaunted what she was, showing her presence and present life. But what showed up in her real Conscience mirror was different.
“What is different?” asked she to her inner mirror.
Her Conscience spoke.
She was born to a middle class family, where studies was the only support for the children to grow. She was a hardworking girl and passed every level with distinction. There was another girl, her friend who was younger by 5 years, but they could strike a good conversation and especially discuss poems.  She finished her master degree when her friend was in her twelfth boards.
She got a lucrative job, while her friend had ran into a deep financial trouble. She had no money to pay her examination fees. She approached Lama and asked her for help. Now Lama had money, but she did not want to support her friend. She had reasons. Now, without any support, her friend could not complete the boards.
The reason was obvious. The dark side of Lama knew this girl would become a better poet than her. Now in her reflection after many years, she kept falling in her own eyes.
The poetic glass was broken into shards of pieces piercing her heart.
Now, after a few days, she got an opportunity to meet a well renounced foreign poet- with her Pen name- “Anjali pens.”
She was international poet with a pseudonym. Not many people had seen her. Now Lama had the opportunity, but while reading her poems she felt something was familiar, like the line of thought, but she could not gather from where she had seen such a frame of mind.
Next day, she was waiting in the Restaurant to meet “Anjali pens.”
Just then the lady walked over, she was smiling and her smile was very much familiar,
“ Janu!” cried Lama.
“ Yes, Lama its me!!”
“ Are you…” stopped Lama.
“ Yes I am the poet.”
“ I could not complete my education, but I did informal studies and soon it was recognized and I flew out of the country. Now I am a post graduate in Literature. Nice to see you after a long while.”
“ Sorry.. I am sorry, you don’t know how worse I felt ..”
Janu said, “ Well, some things don’t happen right. But I reached my destination, I don’t complain.
Lama said, “ Can I tell you something?”
Janu nodded.
“ You are the best poet, whom I have been following for years,… I happened to learn a lot from you and yet to… Happy for you..”

Saturday 9 April 2016

Morning brings fierce winds.



That day was quiet, until something happened that broke the chain. That was death. A whirling whirlpool of turmoil of pain swept across her. She loved her husband beyond bounds. A man she loved the most in the world. The mountain of hope and happiness that was her life suddenly was eroded by the volcano of destruction. She felt she was nothing in the world without him. She felt she was all alone. She felt God had robbed all that she had in the world.
Tears pained her, because no more tears were left to weep.
Then a ray of hope skimmed as a thought came to her. She transferred herself to love the world. She felt she was selfish to love only her loved one. She felt it had to be shared to be happy. She wanted to displace herself to love Children. Then it happened…

She got an opportunity to volunteer in an orphanage called, “Love of Living”. She committed whole heartedly to love the little children like her own. She was 35 at that time. She lived years of compassion to serve and it continued in her life.
The children grew up. They learnt to stand on their own foot, and then came the time to depart.
There were 10 children who grew up under her umbrage. She loved them colossal like her own.
Now, she was overwhelmed with pain. Her owns were to go far and she could not be with them at all times.

Again, the pain of separation mounted on her. She was now a 60 year old woman. The Children bid her with love and promised to keep in touch.
Now she had other children to grow under her umbrage.

She realized that ultimately, that people she loved could not be with her always. Yet, she would live in their hearts. She had another obligation to shower the same love on her other children. She realized that change is constant in any life.

“Love the loved, share the love and grow the love”, was her wise realization.